逝去的安息,活着的坚强,痛苦无法更痛,悲伤也会过去.

我们在天堂,即使形如地狱.

但真实的诚恳和无垠的关怀铺天盖地.

我们大声的说爱,恨不得这最深的真挚可以发泄已经无法抑制的情感.

声线已经埂咽得无法说话,双手却握着陌生的他们的手愈紧.

我们在最坏的时候找到了最好的奇迹,

我们在无助的时候看到了希望的眼光.

我们愿意拥抱每一个陌生人,我们愿意忘记言语然后用爱去表达一切.

漫天的灾难,地动山摇的梦魇.我们被狠狠撕裂的伤口却被爱又狠狠地凝结了.

我们大声的喊爱,对不相识的人们喊爱.

我爱你,衷心的爱著你,中国人.

2008 is the year of the change for China and every chinese.

two of the biggest disaster just happen at the begin of this year. so many peoples die and so many building fall.

before this year,most of chinese they all just cant wait for the olympic games coming,but now,we just wish this 2008 leave us as soon as possible,coz too many hurt make us unforgetable, too many !

one world,one dream?what kinds dream that we need it come into our sadness right now?

we looking for the better life,but life just give us the worst thing.we looking for understaning from another country that whom we thought they're ours friend,but they just show us bias.we want to share ours  happy to the whole world,but the world afeard us become to the second U.S.

I dont know how to carry on ,My country,I wish i could do something for you,but i am really have no idea how.bless u and everyone.

- A Poem Dedicated to the last 150 years of this planet. By a Slient, Silent Chinese.

When We were called Sick man of Asia, We were called The Peril.

When We are billed to be the next Superpower, We are called The threat.

When We were closed our doors, You smuggled Drugs to Open Markets.

When We Embrace Freed Trade, You blame us for Taking away your jobs.

When We were falling apart, You marched in your troops and wanted your fair share.

When We were putting the broken peices together again, Free Tibet you screamed, it was an invasion! ( When Woodrow Wilson Couldnt give back Birth Place of Confucius back to Us, But He did bought a ticket for the Famine Relief Ball for us.)

So, We Tried Communism, You hated us for being Communists.

When We embrace Capitalism, You hate us for being Capitalist.

When We have a Billion People, you said we were destroying the planet.

When We are tried limited our numbers, you said It was human rights abuse.

When We were Poor, You think we are dogs. When We Loan you cash, You blame us for your debts.

When We build our industries, You called us Polluters.

When we sell you goods, You blame us for global warming.

When We buy oil, You called that exploitation and Genocide.

When You fight for oil, You called that Liberation. When We were lost in Chaos and rampage, You wanted Rules of Law for us.

When We uphold law and order against Violence, You called that Violating Human Rights.

When We were silent, You said you want us to have Free Speech.

When We were silent no more, You say we were Brainwashed-Xenophoics.

Why do you hate us so much? We asked. No, You Answered, We dont hate You. We dont Hate You either, But Do you understand us? Of course We do, You said, We have AFP, CNN and BBCs What do you really want from us? Think Hard first.

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anyway, i do not know how to explain what i feeling after i saw this poem,the bias from those occident country that i were never ever have the  anger and grievance so strongly.

however,even though i am not apatriotic person,and i also no need to deny i had a lot complain about my country.but i really understand that is the necessary way for a dying  country whom just survive from the woest human's crisis to be the next superpower.

so i wont be surprise for any vilification that have no reason from those peoples whom fear becuse they done a lot of bad things for my country.

brainwash? how ridiculous! i know completely what i saw and what i heard,coz i living this coutry's time is long enough to make me clear how greatness change around me.

everything is getting better and much better then ever,me and every person i know or i heard about them,we all got a lot of chance from this country's develop.

this is true,so i belive China will lead us to a new 21 century.

我的心在哭，声音却冷淡得连畜生都不如。

没有你，我活得再好也无法确定那是不是幸福。

然而正是这些年来的付出，才换来如今这痛伤你我的领悟。

我曾说你是上天赐我的试炼，所以我绝不能输。

但是一直的执着却换来数千天的辛苦。

虽然我们都说撑得住，但是我知道我们已经走错了路。

没有人能逃开一切回到最初，年轻是我们为成长花掉的赌注。

为什么要相信爱可以超越世俗，你我都有羁绊无数。

我愿意为爱强忍痛楚，但我知道你最后一定会选择退出。

我们走的是注定坎坷的旅途，我已经做好准备走这条路，你却不是像我这样的异数。

回到你的世界里吧，我们有过不平凡的相处。

日后安稳的你的生活里并不需要什么去让心跳加速，也许多年后你还会变成一店之主。

这是你要的幸福，别为我停下脚步。

我爱你，却不能因你而停住。你也许是我的幸福，却改不了我注定的命数。

让我讨厌的这种孤独，如影随行地在我身上依附，你让我在这段路上得到很多未有过的满足，

你让我感到不想失去你的无助。

我要走了，你别哭。

这段记忆将是我终生的幸福，就像我最后相信的童话，爱已经变成我再也摸不到的遗物。

i strongly agree with the standpoint of this article.

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tibet is only paradise for people who can afford to fly in and stay in 4 or 5 star hotel with hot water and service for one or two weeks. That exotic religion and culture and people and their backward of living are just wonderful to entertain your eyes, your brain, your imagination and your adventurous spirit unlimited. I assume that covers most of western journalist and tourist and the alike, and some Chinese too like myself. There is no need for you to understand the long history between Tibet and rest of China, because the paradise like picture would be stained by starvation, slavery, blooding wars and religion depression existed centuries of centuries in Tibet. and obviously there would absolutely no fun to imagine one day that beautiful mysterious land to be converted to like some place you see and live everyday, say downtown Chicago? NO you do not want do that. You want a ZOO or a LIVING THEME PARK so entertainable, even you are not there but thousands and thousands miles away, just simply the world Tibet would mustabate your mind strong enough to send that thrill to quench your wildest dream.
What about the people who call Tibet home? I really do not know any of them personally so I would not speak for them. But I would really ask westerners and BBC and CNN on a few questions.
1. “Regulated religion” is excellent, It separates religious figures and influence from government. It limits the number of monks who do not work to create food where food is extremely scares. It also takes way excessive land from temple and given to farmers. Isn’t one of the greatest achievements in modern western history that helped to end the dark age is the separation of church from government? Wouldn’t Dalah Lama be imprisoned in western country and called evil if he runs his kingdom from his church?
2. “Force permanent settlement” is a beautiful thing. So finally Tibetans have access to basic service like education, modern medicine, city water etc first time in their history. Aren’t the shining metropolitans in western countries are the symbol of modern civilization?
3. “Chinese are smothering Tibetan aboriginal culture” is called enrichment and enlightenment, people! The reason we human being have advanced so much in last 4 hundred years more than previous 4 thousands years combined, is because the fast speed and vast volume of new culture and knowledge being transferred among all continents. Even as you author is writing this website, western countries and their corporations relentlessly try to teach and transfer “democracy”, “free speech”, “Motorola Cellphone”, “McDonnal’s Big Mac combo”, “Boeing Jumbo jets”, “Las Vegas 3-day trip” etc, to China and Chinese, aren’t you author worried about smothering Chinese culture? Aren’t the Chinese worried? Put everything aside, through the long history, Tibet has always been importing and exporting religion, books and language, medicine, even husbands and wives with rest of China. There weren’t concerns because there weren’t BBC nor CNN nor western human right people back then.
4.“large immigrating Han Chinese population who fight resources and jobs against Tibetans” is based on the fact that jobs are created! There were no jobs in the past. Either you are the chief or monk who live in temple, and own the land and the creature called slaves who plow the dirt, or you were the slave who plow the dirt to gladly feed the chiefs and monks, especially some big monks like Dalah Lama, who has all the good free time in his ivory tower to read and study the mysterous scripts, and to adress and speak elegantly to charm his guests who travelled long distance to his kingdom to find the origin of life and universe. Well, if you were the slave, your only “job” is to feed them well so that they can lead and present Tibet. That is okay, because westerners think this is just cool.

Attacks on CNN concerning its coverage of Tibet(copy from http://jotman.blogspot.com/2008/03/attacks-on-cnn-motivated-by-chinese.html)

John Kennedy at Global Voices writes:

. . . Chinese netizens worldwide seized onto initial misreported details from the situation in Tibet and don't seem willing to let this one go. In fact, they've declared cyberwar on major western media outlets, and anti-CNN.com is campaign headquarters.

1. China's news media sources are routinely censored and notoriously unreliable. CNN simply could not take those reports at face value.
2. CNN had no correspondents in Lhasa and had no access to any other correspondents' reports until an Economist reporter and other observers had made their way out of the country.

To attack the integrity of CNN under these difficult circumstances seems unfair. If China wants to see better, more accurate reporting from CNN and other news agencies out of China, the government of China should:

1. Release those Chinese journalists, activists, and bloggers it has imprisoned;
2. Allow foreign and local journalists to travel around the country freely;
3. Stop censoring the Internet and tear down the Great Firewall.

Until these actions have been taken, criticisms of CNN "bias" emanating from China are somewhat misplaced. If CNN got the story wrong, the government of China is partly to blame.

Also, I think we ought to consider the strong likelihood that the recent attacks on the integrity of CNN are coordinated by the government of China. By some reports, China has tens of thousands of Internet censors. Perhaps the same people have been conscripted into disseminating the "party line" when they go online? Come to think of it, why wouldn't they have been?

Update: Most criticism of CNN and other coverage of the Tibet crisis by Western media sources concerns photographs that were cropped (excluding some acts of violence depicted in the cropped portion of the photo, often focusing on a single subject). This is very weak evidence for bias. Newsroom editors and webmasters make these kinds of decisions quickly. Moreover, whatever the photo, artistic values have to be weighted against news values.
A second accusation -- one in which CNN has not been faulted -- deserves to be taken a bit more seriously. This concerns the documented evidence that Indian or Nepali policeman were pictured adjacent to captions or stories describing the situation in Tibet, giving readers the impression that the officers pictured roughing up Tibetan demonstrators were Chinese soldiers (these demonstrations took place in India or Nepal). Although I do not consider this to be evidence of any "Western media conspiracy of lies," it does seem to point to a lack of professional rigor. (I noticed some of this sloppy journalism myself at the time). The most likely explanation? I suspect newsroom staff were themselves confused and mistakenly assumed the photos had been taken in Tibet.

通篇的辩护让人觉得他们西方所奉行所谓自由与民主就等同于每个人都有权对一个事实去断章取义地去证明自己的观点。

而为了这种言论的自由则可以不加深思的撒谎，在被揭穿后又冠冕堂皇地将错误推卸到受害者的身上，就像是你开枪杀人后反而说别人撞上你的枪口。这是一种无耻而不是民主。

我从来不谛以最坏的想法去看那些编织谎言的人，却不想他们可以无耻到这个地步。

yesterday, i finish my last presentation in raffles. after that,i walk around and try to find someone to talk.

i already 24yo and turnning to 25,time goes fly that i really not sure i am ready to face this would. however,everything just over before i realize that. i feel lost,nobody by my side, no one can help. they're all looks busy and they're all have their own business.

finally, i walk out of the building.the sky looks grey and no wind, i holding the cigarette try to light up, but i give up.

last night i got a big dunk.

2008,is a big change,for me and my country.

在这里我发现很多人,用自己所谓的理性,素质,来显示自己的与众不同自己如何的有远见,说愤青怎么地,也许你们是理性,但是一个人理性的愿意放弃自己的同胞,愿意为了一个与自己祖国有血海深仇的国家去骂自己的同胞,你们好好的问问自己,你们的这样的理性会得到多少尊重,你们这样的理性能换回和平吗,如果战争发生你们的理性会换来别国多少支援,我想那个时候愤青会站在自己祖国的一边吧..

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你熟记那段血海深仇的历史,也应当知在那更早前的春秋战国时,秦白起坑杀赵40万降兵这一史实吧?秦在后来统一六国,始皇帝杀了多少人?现代的中国人却没有谁去恨他入骨了,更为他因满足私欲而造的秦俑而自豪.为什么?只是因为他是同胞吗?要知道,两千年前,他对于其他六国也是个外国人.当然你要强说秦国和其他六国是周的诸侯国也对.

但事实上,我想说的是,同样的残忍同样的杀戮,国人如何就能这般区分对待呢?国家是阶级产物,我也许是理想主义者,但我确信,人性是超越国界的相同的,所以,站在人性的角度和当时的历史上来看,那无论如何都是人性的又一个悲剧,而不仅仅限于它是由日本发起.

理性看待是历史的需要,你热血沸腾时又可曾想过这对你所谓热爱的国家和同胞又有什么好处呢?我们把日本人杀光,我们就成了另一个魔鬼,然后东北亚变成伊拉克或者巴基斯坦那样子.仇杀不断.成为地球的污点.那是爱国者要做的吗?无知是历史惩罚旧中国的重要原因,如今不知道是什么样的教育,继续培养出同样无知的你们,这不是中国的耻辱,却是你们自己的耻辱.

我不知道我的观点是否属于你所谓的理性范畴,但是我相信历史会去证明一切的.

你若问我是什么,叫我怎么解释清楚?世上大概没人像我,独有的你不会遇过.

你若问我叫什么,我也不懂怎说清楚.多少灿烂流星划过,你又自问认得几多?

总有人想用这符号去代表我,总有人狭隘得难容忍我.

总有谁不面对真相去限制我,难道你真想听我介绍么?

背后便是天共地你又怕什么?说到自己心痛地这又算什么?

最后尚有一滴泪够看真实么?爱恨到这般洒脱地没有什么.

AGAIN

背后撑着天共地我未怕什么.说到自己心痛地这不算什么.

最后尚有一滴泪够看真实么?爱恨都这般洒脱地才更加更加清楚知道这叫活过.

你若问我要什么,我怕我都说不清楚.世上永远没人像我,独有的你总算遇过.

你若问我说什么,你用心才想得清楚.平凡是那流星划过,要闪耀了,才明白我.

有一天,会不会,再见你然后落泪.在未来,够回味,多少眼泪伴着睡.

不知道,曾经会,每当风吹过发尾,飘起来,又落下,总会觉得你很美.

时间像,一条船,载走太多我的梦.梦里面,会有你,梦醒身边变成谁.

现在我,想起你,还会记得曾心碎,很久后,长大了,只剩下回忆一堆.

最好的,是什么,当时不懂得选择,总以为,没有了,其实都不算什么.

你和我,隔着河,渐渐感觉到寂寞,想回去,却不能,转头夕阳千次落.

有一天,也许会,发现不懂再落泪.多年后,我们也,各有个谁伴着睡.

不知道,印象中,被风吹过的发尾,那时候,会不会,让我想起你是谁.

时间是,是什么,什么总会记不得.心里面,还有你,只是藏的太深了.

所有的,不见了,世界已经不同了,只不过,心陪你,最后一齐变老了.

in the past week, my life was really like.....mess up.

the interview as i think,fail. and my birthday party also wasted a lot money and got nothing but tire.

i got a lot call to ask me to interview more job. but,i dont know, maybe they dont like me or maybe i dont like them, a whole week past, i still have no full times job.

only one thing make me not feel so bad, which is the school sent me a job and after the company met me and see my work,it seems maybe they want me work for them.

the company from Holand.

i am waitting,the future will be busy but excite.

名利害人,却是每个人都喜爱那闪耀着的名利.

最初的动机无论是多么的单纯,但到最后都似乎要走上这么一条路.而不管是谁在走,都未必就会有什么不同的.我们在这条独木桥上如笠薄冰,每一个身边人都在考验着我们的人性.在路上与应该去爱的人来到了岔路,没有退路,如何选择呢?

没有谁能有资格去责怪做出选择的人,甚至于他们自己.因为这一切本就没有对错可言.因为这是所有人的生存之道.因为要活着才有未来,要活着才能变得强大,才有资格去怜悯才可以去赎罪.

没有一个人是错的,没有任何的选择.这是一个让人发指的冷酷课题.

向前走一步吧,他想再向前走一步.他的兄弟也想上前与他一同再走那一步,但是他知道他的兄弟无论如何不能和他走那一步,否则就是他们都走不得那一步.但是现在这个份上了,还回得了头吗?没有退路,只能前进也只能把挡住自己的他的兄弟除去.

这是残忍的决定,对他兄弟对他自己都相当的残忍,没有得选择.

安心的上路吧.走好.

这是我看过的李连杰的电影中打戏最少文戏最多的一部电影.老实说,他演得很棒.沧桑而悲凉,深髓内敛,无路可退只能执意向前,完全没有了霍元甲中的跳脱和轻浮.

他对兄弟的感情不算深厚却绝不肤浅,他有理想有谋略有胆识,本就该成就大业,轰轰烈烈的.只可惜他碰到了兄弟,他碰到了他要成功就必要去舍弃的兄弟.怎么办?如果没有了兄弟,他一事无成,但有了兄弟就意味着要去背叛.他这种人本应该一辈子都不去碰那该死的感情的.他碰了,所以他就变坏了.

刘德华在戏里实际上不怎么出色,我是说对比他其他的电影来说,这部只能算中规中矩.还有就是,他的样子和行为无论如何都无法让我相信他是个没有文化的大老粗.他还是适合拿枪在警察局指着自己然后竭斯底里地大叫:我是警察,我想做个好人.

他本该一辈子都呆在山村里,重视承诺和义气的人无论活在那个时代都一定会活得相当沉重的.义让他成了兄弟的绊脚石,义让他陷他兄弟于不义.这一切都不是他的错,他的运气太好了然而命太薄.他遇上了个好大哥有个好妻子,可是这些都不应该是他所能拥有的,但是他拥有了,于是他付出了代价.

金城武吗?无论那个镜头都那么帅,即使满脸的血污都照样地那么帅,帅得让人几乎忘了他原来也这么会演戏,这么的专业.他本该是这戏里最容易演得跳脱的角色,因为他的角色是个狠劲十足又重情重义的年轻人.与前二人的相比,他的戏份因多在动作上而变得容易空洞,但他处理的很好,戏里他的特写虽然不算太多,但是他的眼里可以让人看到戏.他的台词用少有的特写都表达出来了.他刺杀大哥时,无力地一拳一拳地擂着大哥的肩膀,眼睛无力却怒睁着.我在想,他演得真好.

他壮得像头牛,单纯得也像牛.于是他成了最不适合在人的世界里生存的牛.他没有远大理想,只想一家和气地在一齐,过得平凡吃得饱饭,就连喜欢嫂子都要收在心里.所有的欲望都可以被牺牲.于是他连自己也牺牲了.

终于接到面试的电话了.叫公元传播.不知道星期一的面试能否成功,而甚至于不知道即使成功了又能怎么样.

这个星期发了十七封求职信出去,只有这一个电话.暂时只有这一个电话.

但是不确定我的每一封求职信都有人能看得到,或者真的想因此而见见我.我试图在证明些什么,是在证明我是对的,还是只是为了证明我还不太糟呢?也许都有吧.

我就快24岁了,这是个糟糕的年纪,不太老但决不年轻了,也许就是要必须地去做些什么了吧.我忽然有个想法,就是最好的理发师都无法帮他自己理发,而我,即使能看懂很多人和事,但就是看不透自己.

我是能干的呢?还是只是个庸才?

一直都知道自己懂得实在不多,不够多,至少在我想要的层面上来讲,我近乎无知.对自己要求得太高,于是不止是自己,就算是身边的人都感到难以畅快地呼吸了,我一直在想,为什么就不能让自己可爱些呢?还是自己根本就无法用可爱去带过一些本该阔达的问题呢?我将会为此付出相当高昂地代价的.

岁月在我脸上无法留下太多的痕迹,因为我一直都把自己隐藏在角落里,用双眼看着身边沧桑变化.我一直在用行动躲避着自己的恐惧,不想变老.而学习成了我的避风港.

我无法停止地学习着,我的样子未经风吹日晒,然而灵魂却已然苍苍.这个也许就是我想要的另一种还童吧!

我是懦弱的,因为我没有在困难前踏出未知的一步,于是我也许便会碌碌.我却又是坚强的,因为我在本该妥协的时候坚持得甚至超过了自己的想象.于是我也许便会不凡.

人生到了第24个年头,到了我要选择和思考的时候了.

我将要去接受社会的洗礼,成为一个真的男人了.我要在强者前躬身行礼了.也许吧.

我的自尊和多年建立起来的信仰是否经得起考验呢?老实说,面对未来,我是茫然的,无助的.但是是一定要走的,而且是一定会走的漂亮的.我的经历与众不同又大致普通.等待我的是成就我梦想前的考试,然后,我来了.

他们会惊讶我做得这样好的.然后我会在他们不知不觉间便做得更好更好.然后我就在不断的追赶中攀到人生的顶峰.

一辈子.我要开始辛苦地熬过来了.

躲在小小地房间里悄悄地唱歌.忘记了歌词然后为自己填上寂寞.灯光带着影子在身边静坐,其实在这里那冬天的风吹不到我.

从来没有在木马上感到过快乐,从来都知道幸福是要付钱所得.而彩虹太远以致无法用双手去摸,明天凶凶地把昨天赶走后只能暂时地在今天活.

没有气味的水一杯一杯地灌入肚肠.然后尽量地排泄出泛黄地过往.在没有下雨的早上,用花洒冲去一身的感伤.纯白的泡沫是天真的幻想,在肌肤上滑落,带走的却不仅仅只是搔痒.

这个城市没有下雪却冷得让人沮丧.但是幸好打火机打开了惺忪的睡眼,在昏暗中反正看到了光,为了温暖也就不在乎前面是地狱还是天堂.

手机总是在响,仿佛只是在确认机主仍然在懦弱或坚强地虚度着时光.对白完全没有意义,但惊讶总还是要去假装.

笑,其实只是因为很久没笑.还有多少曾经的乐事快要被遗忘?鼠标点击着预设的梦想,不真实的故事寓言着最真实的真理在敲打着左右心房.

躺在床上,手在虚空中摇晃.神经在久久的麻木后一霎那紧张,其实也不是非要这样,只是没有什么理由或者根本就是痒.

也许有些迟,然后我有了一个不眠的夜晚.

数小时的影片充斥着杀戮,鲜血把钻石的美麗染得让人触目惊心的.我不知道我在看完这部戏后我究竟学到了什么,但所有我所看到的都让我觉得:天啊,这一定不要是现实,而这的确就是现实.

dilemma,仿佛人生面临的就是to be or not to be一般的dilemma.人性其实没有善恶,只是看你做了些什么.挣扎,然后没有选择的余地.然后要么死要么生.

我们都知道人性的复杂和现实的残酷,只是我们在讨论这个问题的时候似乎永远都是像坐在starbuck喝咖啡时讨论今天的大市一样肉紧却冷酷.我们永远都不善于在任何场合下正视自己,也许我们称其为生存之道,但是现如今,谁又真的反思过自己什么呢?

人类的发展伴随着荣耀和悲剧,而人类为了发展和荣耀同时也在制造着更多的悲剧.我时常视其为自然,然而现在再看时,才发现原来自己其实只是在对这些荒谬而野蛮的事实妥协和逃避着.

我无法告诉自己这个世界上究竟有没有好人,也没有办法去鉴定所谓的好人其实是虚伪的还是妥协的.然后当自己无法分辨这个世界以致于胆怯时,我便只好用十分肯定的假设去承认进化论.

没有别的办法,我们都崇拜伟大,因为我们自认渺小.所以我们珍惜所有身边的细小的重要的东西.然而,我们因此而越加地渺小,越加地自私,越加地胆怯.我们就如阴沟中的小虫一般向往着光和热,却害怕太过地接近.

人类的智慧战胜了万有引力,却冲不开种族偏见.人类数量如此之多,以致于我们实在无法在十几万人的血泊中反省到什么.而即使我们真的觉得不对时又无法战胜华尔街的证卷交易所大屏幕上时高时低的指数箭头.我们是如此的无知却又如此地骄傲,而事实上我们确实没有任何办法去做些什么.

我的心里充满着矛盾,甚至于无法把一段话给写得完整.我十分地冷静却又感到烧坏了脑袋.我不打算把自己包装成一个人道主义者,同时也没有什么志向去当无国界工作者,只是我需要写些什么去发泄一下.我告诉自己,我并没有自己想得那样冷静和冷酷,我告诉自己我从来不曾真正地看清楚过这个世界.从来就没有天堂,从前没有,现在没有,在未来也不会有.所以所谓的太平盛世也不过是假相而已,我将要做的就是,骗自己或者做自己.

我的血染红的只是我的内脏,但有更多的人却在浸染着大地,然后变成某些人的财富.

如果我们的幸福意味着别人的牺牲的话,我无法剥夺谁享有幸福的权力,但我希望我能让那些幸福的人知道这些都是从哪里来的.我们其实要做的仅仅只是保住自己的良心趁它还在时.